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"do yu...do yu see that star? right over there...to the left?", he whispered, grabbing her hand as they sat together on the blanket in the grass, staring at the sky.

"wait...which one is it...?", she asked puzzled.

"the second one..on the far left...closest to the moon...do yu see it now?", he asked, pulling her to him as they lie down; her resting on his shoulder.

"oh..i see it! so whats so special about THAT star, baby?", she asked, still puzzled.

"its our star...has been for over a year now...we've been together exactly one year,two months, and twenty-six days..Look, Lily...i love yu...but...i cant be with yu anyomre...yu're too emotional...to clingy...and besides...i met someone new...someone...exciting...", he said as he sat up.



the flashback ends and the girl is thrust back to reality...

"im not good enough for ANYONE, am i?!", she screams at the teddy bear
in her arms. the room around her seems to be spinning as she drags on towards the bed; throwing herslef onto it.

"what did i do wrong. Teddy? why doesnt he want me anymore?", she whispers,laying face down in the bed. moments pass as she softly cries to herself, tightly clutching the ragged bear.

calmly, she pulls herself up...dragging herself to the corner...

rocking..back and forth...back and forth...

she hugs her teddy bear tighter as she pulls the razor out from the pocket of her dress...

"here wego again...Father, give me strength...please take me this time...", she whispered as she dug the razor inside of her left wrist...slowly, and ever so gently, she pulls the blade up her arm...

as the blood flows, itr stains her beautiful skin..her ragged dolland aged white dress...the poor girl clutches her only friend tightly as she says her last prayer...

"forgive me Father, for i have sinned....."

he sat at the pier, waiting for his girl to get there. he had his shoes off, and his feet in the water.it was a calm afternoon; the sun was setting in front of him. he grabbed his phone to check the time. just at that moment, his phone lit up and started playing his ring tone...it was her...

"hello, my love! when are yu getting here? where are yu? i could meet yu.", he asked cheerfully, speaking into the phone.

"i...i cant be with yu...im sorry Jeremy...", she said quietly.

before he could respond, the line went dead. he sat there for a moment; hoping he'd imagined the whole thing.

"shit! what did yu do this time, Jeremy?!?", he muttered to himselt.

he got his shoes on and started walking home, with his heaad down. he accidentally ran into another girl walking towards him.

"oh, sorry... didnt see yu there...", he mumbled, still not looking up.

"its k...im used to it...", she mumbled back.

the simple remark she made caught his attention. he looked up at the girl, whose head was also facing the ground. he reached forward and lifted her face.

"yu're much too beautiful to hide like this.", he whispered, taking a step forward, getting closer to her.

she looked away from him, as though frightened and shy, but he continued to hold her in his hand.

"i...im sorry...my my names Jeremy...and i really didnt mean to bump into yu...although now, im kinda glad i did...", he whispered.

"my...ummm my names Skylar...its no bog deal..i really am used to it...", she whispered back.

"yu're beautiul, Skylar", he said, pulling her close to him, just as he kissed her.

to his surprise, she kissed him back...

"so are yu, Jeremy...", she said as she kissed him again.

Growing Up

"mommy whats wrong?", the little girl asked, frightened by the noise.

"go to your room and stay there until i come and get yu...now Leigh.", her mother replied quietly.

the small seven year old girl nodded to her mother before grabbing the teddy bear from her chair and running to her room. once locked away, the girl crawled under the bed, as she always did during her parents' fights.

"dear God, please make them stop. make them fall in love again. please help my mommy and daddy. Amen.", the little girl said a quick, silent prayer as she listened to the fight.

everything crashing...more yelling...plates breaking...screaming...

"its all her fault we're in this situation! its your fault for keeping her. if yu woulda listened to me, we wouldnt have that insignificant, ungrateful little girl to deal with!", her father argued back at her mother.

the little girl began to softly sob as it only got worse...thinking it as her fault....somehow she knew it would never get better...

"sorry mommy...sorry daddy...i have to do whats best for yu...i love yu...", she said, climbing out from under the bed.

within the ten minutes it took for her to gather her clothes into a backpack, stuffing her teddy in the side pocket, she was forced to grow up. she was forced to face the reality of the world. she was forced to not be afraid of what was to come next. she would make it.

the girl took one last look around the room and notices her family photo by her bed. she runs and grabs it, shoving it in the side pocket, with her teddy bear. she cried silent;y as she climbed out through the window and slowly started down the street...leaving the place she once called home... she takes one last look at the small house and continues on her way.

houurs later, the exhausted seven year old girl stumbles into a small park. the sun is just now setting; she drags herself to one of the swings and slumps onto it... she cries to herself, knowing that she has no where to go..no one to turn to...as it gets darker, the small girl gets frightened. she's never been left alone in the dark.

"dear God, please keep me safe through out this first, scary night. Amen.", she whispers, looking around the park.

she sees someone approaching the park, so she wipes her eyes and smile; trying her hardest to look happy. the people quickly pass, paying no attention to the little girl. she grabs her bag and goes to the top of the tallest slide. she pulls her teddy bear and her family picture out.

"i miss yu mommy. i love yu daddy; even if yu dont love me...", she whispers, as she cuddles to the teddy bear and drifts off to sleep...

Every Angel goes through pain before becoming their perfect selves....



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