Ryan's Death

umm on muh way to school that day, Ryan was rifing his bike like he always did and it was really foggy...umm it was last year...ummm ok i was freaking out about muh major bio test...and theres traffic all backed up down the road...we finally get to the scene and theres his bike...and mrs and mr leisich...sitting there on the side with the cops...and...his bike...all fucked up...yu couldnt see him..but yu could see everything else...and he was like muh baby bro...he was the reason me and dawna and efton were friends for so long...he was AMAZING...and i refused to go to school that day...i was crying all day...he hadnt died yet...mom drove me to school and i gave back the bio book i borrowed for Dustin...heather was being her strong usual self....supporting everyone...that was the first time i seen her and efton cry...efton and ryan practically lived together... but heather was trying to get me to stay but i wasnt staying for that...umm so i went home and i texted everyone at school and at home...i studied bio even...but later that night...i got a call...from efton, saying he was gone...we were watching that movie, Hancock or w/e...and we were at muh grandmas house..she lives right down the road from efton...i was crying so hard it was crazy...Jeff came over and i was dating Ross at the time...Ross didnt like Ryan much, but Jeff came and we talked it out...he talked to me and when he had to go, he texted me....then that night he called me and sat on the phone talking to me until i fell asleep...then the next day, Ross left me...but w/e Ryan was alot to me and to alot of others...i loved that boy...

ugh. Ok this is a TEST RUN on muh phone. I'm trying to see if teh blogger works here too D:
xBroken.Angelx

dont promise me something yu cant give me
dont tell me im not worth it
dont say i love you and not mean it
dont lie to me

i dont want your forever
i am worth it to someone
someone loves me for real
when i find them, they wont lie to me

this prob makes nooo sense>_<;

o.o

i'm sorry...
i'm sorry i'm not what yu wanted...
i'm sorry i was stupid...
i'm sorry i'm writing this because
this is a pointless post...
but whatever...
need someone to talk to...someone
leave me a snapvine comment

Pain

Remember all the times you said goodbye
Remember all the times you said you tried
Remember all the times you flat out lied
Now remember this, The time I died
Im tired of everyhing
i am not a bad person at all
but now that you pushed away
i have no one left to call
but goodbye is for good this time
there is no more turning back
you broke me for the last time
and now im something that you lack
dont turn to me when you feel alone
dont run to me when you are lost
i cant bear to see you cry
but i guess pain is what love cost

OMG CUTTHROAT

Cutthroat is a band that was started by a group of teenagers, in Onalaska.
A similar band is Brokencyde, music style wise.
They perfrom all over Onalaska and Houston all the time;
mainly at the Deerbrook Mall. It costs $5 at the door or get tickets for $3
if you're there early. They are amazing!
Be sure to check them out!

Appearances

yupp...i met her mom once....and she broke teh code of allparents... "rule number 883:: yu MUST hate ******. No matter what."

lol she liked meh for some odd reason..>_<;

LOL

thast a good thing though

all parents hate me. seriously

: / thats not cool

lol eh its k

but its not right >.<

lol heh how so? ppl like who they wanna like...lol...i have ppl who hate meh cuz im tall...cuz im "too skinny"...cuz im shy...blegh its k lol

people judge based of the wrong things is why : / shouldnt base of apperence...

yupp but they do

dosnt make sense...

everyone does. it becomes self-conscious for most

and it is wrong : /

it is, to yu and me, but not to them.

this is true...saddening but true...

yesh....i have family i refuse to associate with because of that. its how humanity is.

I agree...and it makes me sad to

when you know the truth, why do people deny it?

We deny the truth, because we aren't strong enough to handle the truth.
Tell us the truth, time and time again, but we won't listen.
We all have our opinions on "right/wrong", "truth/lies".
You can deny the truth all you want, but its still what happened.
You may say "oh that's a lie. It never happened."
It happened. Now, you gotta move on:/
I am...wow...this turned into something actually...personal...
Was supposed to beh a debatable deal...guess not...
>_<;